Just Emkaying: Soul Searching

Oct 7, 2010

Soul Searching

No, its not a movie title starring saucer shaped spaceships stealing souls in an effort to wipe out the human race. Come to think of it though, it is a possible movie title, and vague enough to get you into a multiplex.

To regular readers, (if any, that is) this is not going to be a regular post. This is just another one of those meaningless ramblings that I give out once in a while when am thinking straight. The irony of it is that when I am normal, am not thinking straight.

Ever since I can remember, we have been taught to look forward to the good things in life. I mean one day this and one day that. But suddenly I realized that we don't have anything to look forward to with certainty. I mean if you want to do something, you should do it now. Just Do it aka Nike. ( Amazing line, no?)

Whats the guarantee that after B-school, you'd still be married happily 10years later because you spent the last 9 working late and making lots a money ? Whats the guarantee that you will tell that girl that you like her tomorrow, when your not sure you will like yourself this evening?

Then the other set of Questions...

What's Right and what's wrong?Is it important to be happy or be morally right? What is morality anyway?

And another...

Marriage? (Yes the worm has started eating the softer tissues in my head now. Fancy how "age" is built into that word)

No.Am not Drunk

Have been down this road before, but then I found solace in chilled malted barley. Strangely, its not enticing enough this time, and neither is the 100% malts and the Matured Oak Cask spirits. In between all these questions, I have had a great time the last couple of weeks but not a satisfied last couple of weeks. I had decided to "Just Do it" at the beginning  of 2010, but there's life throwing you bricks of different shapes and sizes.

I hate this right thing, wrong thing decisions.


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